Jul 2

Written by: F.E.A.S.T.
Monday, July 02, 2012 

I had to post.just could not help myself.we are here on a tropical island and we are havin a blast. D and I were just hanging out on a hammock on the beach looking at the moon. She said that she is proud of how hard we have all worked to be able to be on vacation. She ordered a crusted grouper with mashed potatoes for dinner and had mango ice cream for dessert. She had her shake by the pool today. She has been funny and witty...she told my h and I that we should go make out at the gazebo and pretend it is our honeymoon. She has also told me that she is ready to really let go of Ed. She wants to talk to the therapist by herself. We have been waiting for her to be ready for this. I cannot stop crying on this trip. I know that we have a long road ahead of us. I realize that this sob may take years and years to truly eradicate, but we are on a vacaction and smiles are everywhere and I feel truly relaxed for the first time in two years. Proud of my family. Going snorkeling in am after breakfast. Hoping to see some green turtles. Love to you all!.
Mamabear from the unbelievable progress! Keep going thread